Art Sorceress

    Have you ever felt discouraged....

    Thursday, June 12, 2008, 03:36 AM PST [General]

    because you noticed online, that there are artists around the world who are so far above you in skill and imagination that you will never even get halfway as far as they?  Yes, you admire their work, you wish you were as good, you wonder how they do it, but you know you yourself will never be in their league.

    Things used to be simpler. I know everyone says that, but in the case of computers/internet, it's true. So many artists were famous in their own little communities, their towns. They had a name, others were proud of them, they felt they had achieved something worthwhile and lasting with their life. Then we invent the internet.... Suddenly there is no small town, no small community (not even here). There are artists from Poland, Britain, Netherlands, Germany, etc., countries you may never visit, but you can see their work. You watch it sell. You see there are fabulous, great artists all over the planet. That brings home that you are only in a small part of it. Very small.  

    It's nice to make friends online with other artists. It's great to encourage others and watch them become successful. Yet it can also leave a person feeling "left behind" with that "I'll never be good enough" feeling. 

    Has anyone ever felt that way?

    4 (1 Ratings)

    Yes. <3
    Chin up, though. You have your own style and own imagination that no one can compete with. :] You have something special that is completely unique.

    Aubrey
    June 12, 2008
    08:31 AM PST

    Taryn I know you have *very* limited equipment. Limited software running on your very limited (and often troubled) PC. Not to mention all the fixes you've had to do when held up. So I can't help but wonder if it's mostly that which is getting you down.

    Man I *wish,* with my night-photography angle, that I could afford to capture those dancers with a Canon 40D, especially having that sensor cleaning I don't have now. I wish I had that great zoom lens too. Or that Nikon D300 that takes excellent quality pics at ISO 3200... Wow, would my "skill" excel then!

    Alas though, I can barely afford the rent out here in the sticks, watching others take those wonderful pics that I can't touch.

    Still, their "skill" is in the equipment they can afford... That's the only thing I see you and I lacking for. (We'll get there some day! ;^)

    Tommy
    June 12, 2008
    08:55 AM PST

    Yes Yes Yes !!!
    All the time. There is always gonna be someone who is better than me in my eyes. But if there wasn't, who would I look up to.
    It's impossible to look at your own work impartially. It looks different to everybody else.
    I know how it feels to be discouraged and sometimes it's hard to feel inspired and become overwhelmed.
    This is what I do - I do something for myself - a little bit of sewing or painting it doesn't have to be fantastic just something that makes me feel happy.
    I try not to dwell on what others do, I don't look at what they do. I turn the computer off and enjoy being small but happy in my own little world. One thing is for sure you are definately not on your own in this.

    Carolyn
    June 12, 2008
    09:39 AM PST

    HEY!!! YOU INSPIRED ME REMEMBER!

    sleepy
    June 12, 2008
    01:08 PM PST

    Thanks everyone for your comments! I figured others felt that way too. It's worse when you get older, btw, not as easy to learn new things, or remember what you have learned.

    Art Sorceress
    June 13, 2008
    12:44 AM PST

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