God its Friday night........... I am youngish......... lol ......... I am single and I watched gardeners world and then researched allotment gardening online  how sad am I  ???? I need a early night because I plan to get up to go  the  garden centre and then spend the day on the plot  trying to catch up with the little jobs  I have left to do on the allotment i.e. digging a bed that's full of couch grass  and is clay!!!! and solid !!!! I have 3 of these to do the smallest is 4ft by 10ft  .......... Oh well Its therapy and I need therapy  lol  I also learned from my reasearch that I am late planting almost every thing lol  I'm a artist , a hippy, a dreamer  I don't do time very well   I watch what the other people do on site and then ..... I do it       the men with the sheds and the perfect plots  the gods of the plot .

 I have had the3 plots for  5 years I got them  because my ex partner thought it would be good for us. and we would be able to spend more time together !!! we broke up 6 months after getting them   I have M.E have slipped my disk twice,  and have major ongoing health problems including depression but  the plot has helped me both physically and mentally  I still don't know what I am doing but I am getting there  in my own way  I will say it again and again it's a therapy ??? In more ways than one I am a sun goddess I love my skin brown  so I get a good all round tan [much to the delight of the old boys on the plot ] lol  tomorrow is going to be one of the hottest this year so its sun cream to the ready and to bed I go   I  have a lot to do to catch up plus I need my beauty sleep  blessing xxx

the tadpoles have grown and i can see there legs coming the allotment plot needs lots of work but the sun is shining and i am enjoying the process its a therepy you see at the plot i can grow dreams, weed out crap , etc the space is magical  i have my very own birds singing to me and the blackbird thinks i dig to feed her chicks if she got any closer she would be on my spade lol nature is the most magical thing   i have planted a row of lavender this year ready for soap making  today  as i was planting my sunflowers i smiled because i am a broke artist but i am rich in my soul as i see all the great magial new life happening around me ??? i love beltain its a time of growth  as i plant my seeds i dream of my own growth as with my seeds my personal growth needs nuturing this is harder than growing seeds lol ????? 

i have also been web surfing on etsy inspired i opened a shop  http://bluebellcrafts.etsy.com why not check out my crafts

wow its that time of the year again time just flys by  and life happens in between making plans ?????? lol   i have been working hard at the allotment its a therepy for me its like all my trouble leave me when i walk on it and they dont return till i leave  its a magical space   see how the tadpoles have grown   the pond is heaving with them  i love watching them after i have chucked a slug in they rip it apart   this may sound sick but its organic lol and if you have ever had a row of plans eaten over night by slugs you would understand my enjoyment ????

i spent beltain alone on the plot it was magical  i had a fire  a glass of wine and a cake  i pottered  cutting back , digging and weeding i weeded out my troubles [well some of them ] lol  looked at what i want to grow in this period of growth 

i have been busy planting herbs ready to start making soap and thinking of winter veg so early in the year lol !!!!

i have also been working on selling my craft wares on etsy   http://bluebellcrafts.etsy.com why not take a peek ??

To all you eternal earthmothers out there i hope you had a great day we deserve it !!!  this is just a short blog to say i became a a mum i weent to the allotment plot to dig up my sunday dinner veg and over night my pond  had become a breeding ground for frogs it was cover in sporn  last year it all died from the frost that followed the  sporn so i wasnt taking chances i took out some and popped it in the shed in buckets covered the buckets in fleese i know some would say its interfering with nature but thats whats got us here in the first place[ the messed up weather patents i mean ] i dont know if i am right or wrong to dothis i dont like playing god but a frost tonight would kill over half of th sporn and frog eat slugs and help keep me organic and what will be will be  so there are some happy mother in the frog world i think hehe??? blessing spring is on its way