Certain events of these past few days, leave me craving for a connection to someone so that I don't feel so alone and on my own. I was going to be in a roommate situation, but my roommates lied to me and didn't act like friends should and so, my parents pulled their money from the apartment. I'm going to be living on my own now, but...one of the two I was going to be staying with won't leave me alone and it's gotten to the point where I am honestly scared to go to school. He knows my schedule and he lives right next door to the campus, so what's to stop him from coming to confront me in person? He keeps calling me a coward and trying to get me to meet with him one on one, but I won't do it because I know him. I know how much he loves conflict and feeling like the injured party or the rightous victim. I also see his psycopathic tendencies. He constantly orders his girlfriend and me around, has to control everything, throws hissy fits at the very least once a week, and physically abuses his girlfriend's cat.
After all of this, I just need to meet with someone, to talk, to have lunch with, coffee, something. I feel like I'm in an isolated cage with some malicious little boy poking at me and attempting to pull my wings right off my back.
Dearest Tangle,
LizYou do not have to put up with this dreadful situation. You must have a student welfare officer at your college who can help you. Your wellbeing and happiness is of utmost importance to enable you to succeed in your studies. Please do not suffer in silence. You are not alone, you belong to a wonderful caring family here on EF. Call upon Spirit and the Fae to assist you and give you courage and strength to rise above this situation. You will emerge from this unhappy time a much better stronger young woman. This is the start of a wonderful journey along the road of Life and there will be at times problems. Remember it is not the problems that matter but how we overcome them.
I am appointing myself as your Fairy Godmother always ready to listen.
Sending you pink bubbles of love and abundant fairy blessings
Liz xxx
03:56 AM PST