Wednesday, November 28, 2007, 9:39 AM
[
General]
Becoming
the Craftsman
I
eat the bread I baked. I drink the beer I brewed. I drape myself in
white linen woven by my own hands. Making. Making. Making. My spirit
lifts on the wings of a golden hawk. I am the cackle of joy in the
throat of the wild goose. I am a child in awe of my own power, filled
with wonder, bewildered, awake. I am one of the wonders of earth,
full of blood and breath and singing. Even as I dance toward the
mountain, even as I dance toward death, I celebrate my marvelous
being. I dance with the great
ones
who writhe and chant, who conjure spirit, the light in the darkness.
Truth
lies on the hearts and tongues of men. Speak and live. You are
creator and creation. Your life is craft, your supple body molded by
word, sculpted by desire, fired by deed. You poise yourself between
life and fate, the will of men and the will of gods. In the beat of a
heart, the suck of breath, you are the universe. Making. Making.
Making.
I
have heard lies, yet have not believed them. No matter the pain, I
shattered illusions. I sought the crack in every cup. The things said
of me in anger or in praise I have not made my own. It is for my
conscience to guide my hand, my deed to create myself. I am myself
perceiving myself, making, making, making.
In
those moments of silence when desire and will are stilled, I know the
purpose gods know. My body is nourished by the things of earth, my
spirit by the things of the heart. Under flowering almond trees I eat
the fruit of love. I watch boughs dance ,in the wind, hear wavering
music in dreams. I am making, making, making. I offer what I have
made-my bread, my peace, myself. I wrap my skin in the blue robe of
heaven. I sit in the garden listening to birds. I do what my heart
tells me. My thoughts leap visible as light. I am what I know, what I
feel, what I make. I am myself, the ether of the instant,
breathing.
I gather and build my life. The earth is a small globe created by
thoughts, mine and those of others. I walk among houses, the fields,
flowers and rocks, even the poison of snakes, the sting of bees are
mine. All existence is the measure between light and dark, bees and
serpents, wind and fire. I love the scorpion, yet I know its
poisonous sting. To live in harmony is a beginning.
What
can be named can be known, what can not be named must be lived,
believed. I speak of the creator and the creation, the ordinary life
lived extraordinarily. I work for the sake of working. The joy of
creating is the joy of forgetting everything else. I lean into life.
My tongue is fire; my breath is wind. The spirit spits from my mouth.
I speak of a chain of events where making leads to making, action to
action, love to love, where the beginning began so long ago we find
ourselves always in
the
midst of it.
There
is no rest. The act is now. In your lives you will make children,
make peace, make errors, you will make trouble, you will dance under
the sun and moon. As long as you live you will create life. You will
rise and fall many times. It is like the making of a good loaf of
bread. You will be nourished.
WOW! That is very cool. Have a great trip.
Diana11:46 PM