I have a facebook. Here's the link if you are interested. 

www.facebook.com/writernatalielozano

Hope you all are doing well. 

Fairy blessings,

Natalie 

I'm up at 12:42 am in the morning. Here in California. Singing my heart out to some Glee music. My latest obsession.  Late at night is when I get my "me" time in. I'm missing my mom like crazy. She died because of complications due to Arthritis. In some ways it seems like it's been so long, other times it seems so fresh.

This weekend is mother's day and though I am wanting to be a grouch about it. I can't ignore the fact that my daughter was my mother's day gift. She was born the day before mother's day.  So even though I miss my mom dearly I only allow myself one day of mourning. My daughter is going to be 7. She is the sweetest and most loving person. She tucke me in when I take naps. She hugs me when I'm upset. And she always tells me how much she loves me. I hope she is as proud of me as I am of her. 

She reminds me of why I always wanted to be a mom. 

Happy mother's day to all of you moms out there. 

Note: I'm working on a book right now. (My poetry) I'll keep you posted. 

 Hello Everyone,

I'm back again. It seems I keep having problems trying to hold onto my internet. It's wonderful to be back. I'm still writing. i've got a completed manuscript I'm trying to up the word count on and submitt to a publisher.

Also been wanting to put together a poetry anthology just haven't yet. It seems my website is visited often. In fact this webpage of mine is visited more often than any of my others. I'm so grateful for that. A lot has happened since I've been here last. I now have a new fairy in my family. She was born in June of 2009. so she's been keeping me busy. I try and make her laugh at least once a day.

I'm happy to be back here. I love looking at everyone's Fairy pics. I hope everyone is in good health. 

Brightest blessings,

Glitterpixie 

Natalie 

Hi everyone, I had lost my internet for a few months. It's good to be back. I'm happy to see my site has been visited very often even in my absence. :) Also I didn't write a new easter poem this year but Easter Blessing should still be in my blog if you would like to read it.

Fairy blessings,

Natalie (Glitterpixie)

Hello, fellow enchanted Folk members. I'm trying to decide on a new name for something new I'm working on. Problem is I want unique and pretty names. I thought Fae names would be perfect. Does anyone know where I can find a site that could help? 

Pixie blessings,

Natalie

Glitterpixie

Hi Everyone,

I just wanted to post a hello. Lately I've been thinking of a favorite spot of mine. How I wish I could

visit it. Unfortunately we lack the gas money or time to go visit it. Such a shame. whenever I was

stressed I could go there to write or make a journal entry. Or sit there and take in the beauty around

me. My place is in the mountains here in california. It is a stream flowing down over rocks making a

mini waterfall. there are trees and flowers and butterflies fly around. I always believed the place is

magical. I really miss going there. Sometimes I sit and imagine I am  there. I am one of those

people that need visual stimulation often. Are any of you this way? Do you have a favorite spot?

I'd appreciate it if you shared with me with my Fairy friends. 

Fairy Blessings,

Natalie

Hello again!  I've been wanting to open a shop for some time at Cafe press. I finally did. Only one image so far on lots of different products. I'm trying to learn as I go. Also plan on uploading more but I would like to learn more in graphics before I try. They aren't coming out as I had hoped. Ok well here's the link if you want to check it out.

www.cafepress.com/NatsLaughs

I wanted something nice to add here. So I'm going to add a Friendship poem I wrote which includes my closest friends. I finally gave in and got firefox for my browser. It does work much better. :) Enjoy the poem My friends were proud of it.

                                           Reflections at the Seashore

             She looks out at the waves her eyes follow them. She is in deep thought. Tossing her   Black hair over her shoulder she runs to play in the waves; her bikini barely hanging on. Even though it is covering all the necessities. Then after briefly playing in the waves she runs back to her Corona and her beach towel. Getting a tan isn't a choice it is a mandatory thing. She relaxes on her chair. As she looks over at another woman who is equally enjoying nature in her own way. (Jessica)

            Breathing in the salty air she digs her toes into the sand. Basking in the coolness of the breeze. Her soul feels refreshed and she wonders why she doesn't visit here more often. Feeling better than what she has in a long time. She realizes that she must make time for herself more often. Humming a B-52's song in her head. She joins the others walking down the beach. (Jennifer)

            Looking at the Ocean, she can't remember when she was here last. Listening to the lull of the waves, she thinks maybe she should rent a surfboard and ride them.  After all she is all-woman she can do it. Grinning to herself she picks up a tock looks at it then throws it back into the Ocean. Then frowning she realizes she didn't bring a swimsuit. (Janie)

            Walking along the beach she stops to pull out her compact mirror.  Looking at her reflection she thinks. Maybe I should have fixed my hair differently. Does this lipstick look ok? Moving her hair this way and that she finally finds it how she likes it. Changes her lipstick, then closes the mirror.  Hmmm maybe she would buy herself soem new sunglasses later. Missing her husband and child but enjoying the atmosphere. She plops herself down next to the other girl that hasa Corona and proceeds to get a tan evenly. (Angie)

           Looking at the horizon she wonders about the deep mysteries of life. Also if everything in her career would turn out the way she always wanted it. Smiling to herself she feels content with how her career has been so far. How far she's come. Then her thoughts turn to her future, will she have the courage and will to find out what she's always wanted? Her true self. The strong woman that doesn't need so many opinions to survive. She smiles yes it is her destiny. She continues to walk beside the ohters and joins the conversation. (Nancy)

          Frowning at her White legs she wishes she had time to hit the tanning salon. She smoothes on some tanning lotion in hopes of becoming a darker shade of White. Walking along peacefully with the others chatting and smiling. She can't rmember how long it had been since she had so many females around her and surprisingly they seemed to like her. So many times she had been hated forher body and beauty though her body wasn't the same as it used to be she still believed she looked decent. The great thing was these women seemed nice. She enjoyed the fact that she didn't even want to pull not one hair from any of their heads. Hmmm, she thought to herself some women are okay after all. She picked up a shell to take home with her and made a joke to the other women who laughed in response. looking over at the hostess of this trip she smiles and the other woman smiles back. (Crystal)

        Walking in the sun she relishes the warmth. In shorts and a t-shirt, the sun almost never feltso good. Relaxed shewatches the waves. Thinking of her husband who told her to have a good time. She went back to her beach towel and cool drink to read the latest Zombie book. What the hell, one chapter wouldn't hurt. (Claudia)

        Sitting shyly on her beach towel she looks over at the other women, years her senior. They are lovely and not shy like her. Fighting a big sigh and beushing the sand off of her butt. She reminds herself she's here to have fun. She goes to wade in the Ocean. Enjoying the feel of the wind in her face and the waves crashing against her feet.  Watching it foam on the shore she's grateful she came along. (Magdella)

        Listening to her I-Pod she's grooving in her chair.  Watching the other women, tan, read and swim in the Ocean. Thankful she can be here. It's been years since she's been to the beach. Her cousins friends seemed like nice company. Ya, she felt special to be included. Remembering she brought her camera. She grabs it and begins snapping pictures.  As the warm sun browns her skin and the salty breeze blows her hair around. (Regina)

        Walking on the warm sand it feels so good on her toes. She buries her feet in the sand and revels in the pleasure. Then stops and frowns a little. Without her hyper children hanging on her. She wasn't too sure how to relax. No! She was always at home needing "Me" time. It was her turn now she was going to take it and enjoy it.  Inspired she rushed back to her bag to get a pen and paper to write with. (Billi)

         As I talk about how I love rocks and how I can never take home enough, everyone laughs. I feel content and special to be blessed with so many strong and beautiful women by my side. Not just friends to me but family. some are in blood but are also in bonding. Some aren't of blood but are blood in my heart. I was never given a blood sister but sisters of the soul can be just as close.  Looking out at the waves breathing in the air.  I am filled with love. Hurt by many females but loved and defended by others. Being a strong woman I know I can make it through life. With these women by my side I know my life will be graced and I will feel powerful to get through whatever may come my way. May these bonds never be broken. After all who do we have as females if not each other? The sun is setting now. The Oranges and bright colors painting the sky.  I know I will always cherish this moment. (Natalie)

                                                            Natalie Lozano

I am happy because my page just needs a few hundred more to reach 3000 visits. I'm appreciative of that fact this page has had more visits than both my myspaces combined! My writing is very important to me and to be able to share it and have people like it! Makes it special to me. I've been trying to think of something nice to do when I reach it but haven't thought of anything yet. Thank you to all. :)

Fairy Blessings,

Natalie