Sorry I have been so quiet I actually haven't been on the computer for a long time. Couple of mnths ago I had a few flare ups that kept me in bed then after that on a Sunday afternoon I had a real major flare up the pain was unbelieveable the Lupus attacted my nervous system also my kidneys and lungs.  I had so much pain that the specialist put me on high dose of morphine also steriods and immune supress drug. So  I have been in bed trying to get the major flare up under control. I had a few really depressing days where all I did was cry out of anger but my future mother inlaw really helped me those days. Now I just can't wait to get better so I can get back to painting. My partner did buy me this beautiful fairy art book of different fairy and angel paintings and illustration. I love this book and look at it often .  My children also have been so very helpful they stayed by my bed while I was going through the worse holding my hand and staying to I fell asleep and on the good days we watch comedy from my bed and they watch while I try not to laugh because the pluresey cause pain when I laughed which was hard to do while watching the movie me, myself and Irene. lol. I haven't been to bored I got the tv in bedroom and there have been some good shows on like hero which I got totally addicted too. Now hopefully I can go more on the internet now.