Orchid

    The cure for everything!

    Monday, October 1, 2007, 12:05 AM [General]

    If your feeling down. If your cat has run away or youve stubbed your toe.If you accidently microwaved a fork in the microwave. (Which by the way is a very dangerous but specatular thing not to do.)If your car breaks down or you missed the bus. If nobobdy wants to go to lunch at that new resturant your dieing to try .If the new movie you just payed a small fortune to see at the Multiplex turns out to be the most nightmarish peice of drek ever concieved by drunken producers on a bender at La Dome in West Hollywood then herews what you do. Go home grab your laptop strip down to your underwear. and watch a Toy Dolls Vide.

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eti21PVHXrg

    Thats what i do except before i click play I put on a silly hat .Dont know why Im sure it has something to do with acoustics apprecation. Well thats my story and im sticking to it.

    The Toy Dolls have so many fun songs this is but one. Trust me you will feel happier for the experience.

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    To quote Titania

    Sunday, September 30, 2007, 07:12 AM [General]

    "Hand in hand, with fairy grace,
    Will we sing, and bless this place "...........A Midsummer Nights Dream.

    or The lyrics to my favorite Grace Slick song of all time. Forget about White Rabbit this is Grace Slicks greatest song.

    Dreams

     By Grace Slick

    "Oh I ,believe in magic

    And I believe in dreams

    I heard the thunder rumble

    I saw the mountains crumble-

    Then came the circus so I followed its parade

    With all the fancy lion tamers, high wire fiery flamers

    Revlers of every kind

    I saw those high stepping sexy witches

    Sons of satin sons of bitches-all there in my dreams

    All in my dreams

    Sodom and Gomorrah

    I see you re back in town.

    And though you build a wall around you

    The multitude still found you

    Just like a circus to start with a parade

    Oh but a pride of the

    Fancy lion tamers, high-wire fiery flamers

    Revlers of every kind

    I saw those high-stepping sexy witches

    Sons of satin, sons of bitches-all were there in my dreams

    All in my dreams

     

    Now I can see the whole world is just a circus

    And I can tell that the circus why it's just a ball

     

    And the I heard a drummer rolling

    I found my seat's been stolen

    Then a spotlight hiit me going wild in center ring for all of you

    Fancy lion tamers, high-wire fiery flamers

    Revlers of every kind

    I saw those high-stepping sexy witches

    Sons of satin, sons of bitches-all were there in my dreams

    All in my dreams

    My dreams my dreams

    Well I, believe in magic and I believe in dreams

    This stuff has been going through my head all day. See My step daughter was cast as Puck in the play for her highschool production and we had a great time running lines together and creating costumes and meeting all of Alix's interesting friends. 

    Well My sister and I are moving into a new art studio. and its huge. with full facilities for large sculpture and painting booths and the whole nine. But with 11900 sq feet there is still allot of room to spare. Soooooo Im going to do something completely  crazy in the tradition of Fae and William Shakespeare. I am organizing and directing A fae performance group. In my travels I have met so many wonderful talented people and one of my favorite things to do is gather those talents together. Artist performers acrobats musicians and such and try to make a show. . The last show I did like this was a huge success back in the early nineties. and we threw our local scene into shock for years to come. This time The idea of a living breathing Fae show  just sends electric shocks down my spine.

    The way I put one of these kind of chaotic circuses together is I pick a message. Like I believe in magic.and then I gather my forces and I ask them what would they like to do on stage that fits that theme. I never know what they will come up with but  with some careful stage direction I know it will be exciting and impossible to not watch. Ive had engineers bring in giant tesla coils and Shock wave cannons mixed with electronic music dancers and giant puppets. Wild stuff.

    This time the focus will be on magic and by the time the audience leaves i want them all to walk out believers too. No mean trick in a cynical time under a facist regime. The Faerie Circus. Icant think of more needed project . Thats my ultimate dream.  But ive got the space to rehearse it and build it so im going for it. Its going to start out small and tight with a ensemble cast. but If i keep it together Im hoping it will snowball as a gathering of the fae. there crafts art  and talents on corlorful and joyous display.

    Keep in mind that this going to be literally on a wing and a spell. but if you want to contribute your ideas or your talents to this adventure. Let me know. Im open to anything. Im counting on  you to define what Fae is and how its portrayed on stage. I believe in magic and i believe in dreams!

    Carpe Noctum

    Orchid


     

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    Thanks for the inspiration BE!

    Sunday, September 30, 2007, 06:00 AM [General]

    I really appreciate reading your comments on blog posts it inspres me to write more. And im  very excited that you are fellow thespian. The reason Im making a blog post out of this rather than sending a message is two fold .1 I have trouble making the message thingy work. and 2. Seems to me that its always good to speak good things in public. about good people. Thanks for this site its brilliant and fun and im enjoying the heck out of it. Keep up the good work .I think something very special is happening here.

    Carpe Noctum

    Orchid

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    A true Magical experience.that happened this week.

    Saturday, September 29, 2007, 09:49 AM [General]

    I swaer by all i hold holy every word of this story is absolutely true. Im still getting chills and thrills when i think about. Warning parts of this story are a little twisted and weird. but when I finally added up all that happened I realized that I have had a truely magical and enchanted experience. I have stayed up all night to write this while it was fresh in my mind

    Every morning after I take my step daughter to school I stop by the house and collect my two dogs and
    we drive across town into the run down industrial edge of the city. Awkwardly jammed between Meat
    packing plants and coal burning smoke stacks. There is a little lost oasis of magic. Riverside Cemetery.
    Most of the graves date back to before the civil war until the 1960s. The cemetery itself is mostly
    abandoned. The caretaker tries to keep the place up but it's a losing battle. Hence the place is
    overgrown and wild. There are two ponds on the property and its on about twenty or so acres.

    Coyotes Fox Owls hawks Blue herring raccoons and Prairie dogs all call it home and live there
    undisturbed. In the summer every species of dragonfly and butterfly found in North America gather to
    feast on the wild flowers that have escaped from potted plants left for loved ones over a century and a
    half. And in the fall Canadian geese use it as the major staging area for the next leg of there migration.

    My dogs love the place as they can run and play and go absolutely nuts in the water and unlike any other
    park in the city they don't need leashes. The only other visitors I see to the cemetery is the occasional
    weekend historian. And the caretaker. The weekend Historians I usually point to the proper monument
    and the caretaker and I wave at each other from a distance. I can think there. I can sort out my plans
    and even after a few minutes sometimes I can actually quiet my soul. Some would call it a spooky place
    heavy on the atmospherics and the neo gothic set dressing but for me its an enchanted place. Shapes
    glimpsed between the tombstones move and flicker and disappear. And the feeling of many eyes
    watching your every move is always present. Every person I've brought there has reported the same
    sorts of feelings.

    I walk amongst the dead. I straighten up toppled stones. Pick up trash I read the epitaphs and think
    about who these people might have been . A grave yard is a time machine for the imagination. Sad
    joyous and its as much about life as it is about death.

    One little thing I do (that I understand is a Jewish tradition) is I leave little stones on certain markers that
    I pass every day.

    Count Morat. One of the original adventurers who's expedition founded Denver.

    Walter S Pigeon A.K.A. Shorty Maynard .A circus Clown in the early 20th century. With the now
    defunct Sells Flotto Circus. And one of the few survivors of the great circus train wreck 1929

    Forrest Flood The actor who died in 1879 .His monument is a marble podium with a closed copy of
    Shakespeare's hamlet Lying on a stone cloak.

    And last but not least Nannie Shubert..I haven't been able to find the remotest reference to her in my
    search. Her grave stone in black marble flecked with silver mica. It has no birth date but simply says she
    died in 1899..The grave stone faces east under the shade of a twisted and gnarly old Elm tree. When
    My dogs and I get tired we always make our way to the tree. and rest..It really is a classic definition of a
    magic tree. With its deep knot holes and easy climb branches. Giant toadstools sprout up at its base. and
    wild flowers sprinkle the ground between clumps of Prairie grass.
    About a month ago Im resting under the tree when out of the blue I get this urge to read the grave
    markers facing away from me. I get up and walk around the stones. And sitting at the base of Nannie's
    marker is a tiny resin cast statue of a flower faerie. It has faded in the sun and the glitter on its wings has
    grown sparse and patchy. .You see nobody leaves wreaths and flowers and small offerings at the older
    graves so I thought it was a little odd. Still Fannie was added to my list and I left a stone in front of the
    faerie and forgot about it. A few weeks pass and Now I've left enough stones that I can shape a ring out
    of them forming a faerie circle.

    The next day I see that the caretaker has run over my little circle and sent the faerie flying with his rider
    lawn mower./ Its not his fault the place is so big .and I just know he is underpaid. I retrieve the faerie
    and decide to stick the faerie in the crux of where three branches join. In the tree. She fits like she was
    made to go exactly there.

    A few days later I return and now I see the faerie statue has company. Somebody has placed two
    more faerie statues in the branches. So not to be out done I go to the craft store and make strands of
    silver tinker bells to throw into the higher branches of the tree. A day or two later somebody has taken
    ribbons from old funeral wreaths that are strewn about the cemetery and tied them on other branches.
    The place was quickly becoming the brightest spot in the graveyard.. The place was taking on a such a
    positive beautiful whimsical feeling.

    Then something very strange happened...............

    Two days ago I go to place my daily stone on the repaired Faerie circle over Fannie's head and it is
    destroyed. I don't mean run over again or simply kicked around by careless feet. The stones are all over
    the place and there is hole right at the base of the marble tombstone in the dirt. It looked like some
    animal probably a fox or one of the skittish hungry coyotes and dug into the earth after something. I can
    see sticking out of the hole a shredded plastic bag. From a local grocery store chain. Something feels
    very bad. Something oppressive and evil The eyes of the graveyard on my back .Crowded just a little
    too close. Something is very wrong. I lift up the flap of the bag. And I can see the shiny silver lid of a jar
    buried in Fannies grave maybe a foot in the earth.

    I don't want to touch the jar .but Im just really damn curious. So I pulled it out. Its full of dark liquid .I
    turn to face the sun and hold it in the light. The stuff in the big mason jar is red. And I know its blood. .A
    a lot of blood and worse yet something is floating in the thick goop. Something I had no intention of
    opening the jar to find out what. I set the jar down and backed away. I called my dogs and packed them
    in the car.

    I drove towards the caretakers office. And much to my surprise the cops were already there. >I thought
    It was very customer service oriented to be waiting for me. Two cop cars and the Sheriffs SUV. Wow!

    Turns out they were answering a false alarm set off in the offices. I tell them about my discovery and they
    are looking at me like im crazy. I can understand that .When my outward appearance meets a cops lack
    of imagination and humor. A wall goes up. That day I was wearing black pants a huge poets shirt with
    lacy sleeves and collar and a black micro fiber London fog tench coat. You know really casual.
    I can tell the sherif thinks Im just a fucking whack job and he blows me off telling me the two patrol
    officers will follow me back o the grave. And I can show them. The two beat cops are equally
    patronizing and uninspired. But I take them to the grave and show them my discovery. One cop thinks it
    may be blood the other says it cant be blood because it would coagulated. I can tell they think they
    suspect I was responsible so I didn't tell them that blood in sealed jar buried in the cold earth in the dark
    probably wouldn't coagulate..I also didn't tell them that the tomb stone was facing east which would
    make it of particular interest to Black Witch. I didn't point out that Fannie died in 1899 "eighteen". 1
    plus eight equals nine or 999 which upside down is 666. I don't tell them that Black witches like fetish
    trees with big knots and holes and that if they looked they might find further evidence. At this point I
    simply shut up. And nodded. They made me wait there while other cops arrived to look at the jar. Some
    certain it was blood and others offering other guesses to the jars contents. Finally after an hour the
    county coroner arrives. and he takes one look and says yup thats blood.! Well duh. He takes the jar
    away for tests and finally the cops let me go. The cops who didn't think it was blood leave with out a
    word to me. The cops who thought it was blood are all condescending and official thanking me for
    reporting this. And have a good day................ Flatfoots!

    Even if the blood was not human .There is still the crime of desecrated grave. And crimes like these are
    jumping off points for career sickos. Animal mutilation digging in graves. Hadnt these jerks ever heard of
    John Wayne Gacy.

    I went home sincerely shook up. I felt dirty and tainted and completely wrong.. I had touched something
    very evil and the feeling it left me with told me that I wasn't understating the malevolent presence that
    followed me home. Something profane and unclean had touched my beautiful little spot. And I felt like it
    was ruined.

    But then I began to think about it a little more. I thought about the black magic that had been done
    there. I thought about what ever the curse was it probably was directed towards some bad end. Very
    bad and hardcore. Like an infected splinter. Under the skin. of the cemetery. I thought about the hungry
    coyote smelling the blood and digging under the full harvest moon that is now waning Exposing the
    infection for me to find. I thought about my mysterious codecorator of the fetish tree and now im sure
    that my unseen friend who was helping me decorate the Faerie tree. Was not Human at all. Like I said
    few visit Riverside. Only a resident could have been there right after me :everyday day after day with out
    me seeing them. Sooner or later. And the gates close at 5:00 PM ..

    Leaving our little offerings had drawn the Older fae magic to that spot and the cemetery had simply
    expelled the infection from the place. The unseen fae The spirits .had drawn me to Fannie right from the
    beginning. I was now part of that place. They knew what I would do They counted on it. So yesterday. I
    go to the store and I bought some potted flowers and I went to the cemetery.. I walked up to Fannie's
    grave. The cops hadn't touched a thing. They didn't even fill in the hole.. The plastic bag was still in it.

    I pulled the bag out and made another discovery. There was another bag buried next to the jar. I pulled
    out the bag. And its got something hard inside. I simply upturn the bag and dump the contents on the
    grass. Even before The contents hit the ground I knew what it was. Melted black votive candles.
    Crusted with dried blood. I gathered the candles with the bag trying not to touch them I planted the
    flowers in the hole and covered up the hole with earth. I watered the plant with a bottle of water
    I said aloud. " Im sorry Fannie. Rest In peace and ill see you tomorrow. "
    I walked back to the car. And looked back at the grave with the clump of pretty purple flowers and the
    tree with the faerie's and the ribbons and bells in its branches and It just felt right again.


     

     

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    Do you do art or do you conjure?

    Friday, September 28, 2007, 08:46 AM [General]

    

    Do you imagine lives and adventure for the character you create?
    Do you talk to the character. ?
    Do you find yourself becoming the character. ?
    Do you imagine a perceived audience in your head or particular viewer of the finished piece.?
    Do you paint for yourself or for the public at large?
    Or do you paint for the muse who is sitting there on the window sill curled in a semi fetal position
    hungry for the passion your generating on the canvas. While she feeds you Mana and fire and thoughts that smash through your brain too fast and too fleeting to catch or absorb..
    Do you draw and paint til your fingers cramp and back screams "No more?"
    Do paint under the moon and collapse when the sun is high in the sky.
    Do you live for the process of creation and die a little death when its done.?


    I wonder this about other artists because for me in those brief lucid moments between passions. I ponder..Am I the only one who's insane? Because in those moments coming down from
    my art habit. I know that Im not at all grounded in any form of reality the people around me are
    functioning in.


    I look for magic in the mundane. I see shapes in the shadows of forgotten places in my dirty little city.
    So im wondering If any body feels like I do? Are we artists or are we witches and wizards?

    As for me when I tackle a new genre I become what I paint or perform or write. . Or I suppose more accurately I let the entity free from inside me and wash over me. Consume me ride me like a Loa in a Voodoo ritual. Some times when I let my self be ridden Im not sure If this time Ill be coming back.

    In method acting one exercise for building a character is to write the character a letter asking all the
    intimate questions you have about the person you are about to portray. The you let the character
    respond. Its an amazing process. And it has transformed my work time and time again. I wonder if
    others use devices like this or similar? Please let me know Im very curious. Tell me about your
    process? Not the medium or technique. The thoughts dreams and ideas. The incantations and spells you
    use. .Id love to know?
    Carpe Noctum
    Orchid Lament

     

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