tinypixie
Gender: Female
Location: Chicago
Orientation: Bi-sexual
Children: Not for Me
Body Type: Slim / Slender
Height: 5'3"
Religion: Mind Your Own Business
Ethnicity: White / Caucasian
About Me: 21 from chicago, Illinois. i go to school at Depaul.. im a lost child among all those studious people. i have no direction, so i take things as they come. my greatest flaw is that i will never be angry even when deserved. If i look mad, im trying to be cute. i really dont know who i am, and it's hard to talk about it. i love industrial music, espeically velvet acid christ. i dont really listen to anything else outside of that genre. i can sing but i only do it alone. i used to ride horese.. still love them. i like psychology, but im afraid the department at my school is too competitve for me. i have only a few friends, but that contents me right now. i have a loving boyfriend as well. i like girls too, but sorry, i am extremely picky. i am looking for "the" girl however, so if ur here, show urself. i love to travel, been to france twice, spain and all of great Britain once. i try my hardest to follow the guidelines of Ana, and i like it that way. otherwise, i have no structure in my life. I Have a pug dog at my parents house that i love dearly. i have a thousand million ideas with no medium to share them with. that is me i guess. :shrug:
Music: velvet acid christ, skinny puppy, wumpscut, decoded feedback, kmfdm, tool, COF, FLA, covenant, VNV
Movies: drug movies (especially heroin), psychological dramas
TV: hate to say what i actually watch..
Books: im too picky. tell me something good to read
Likes: boys and girls who are Dark
long hair on boys
animals, all kinds
especially horses, small fuzzies, dogs
fantasy creatures
medieval images
psychology
outter space
being inebriated
ambient music with throbbing beats
Dislikes: responsibility
orderliness
my sister
catholic church
homophobia
when people interrupt ..
Hobbies: do what ever when ever
...drugs..
pool, bowling, poker
modeling
Vices: cigarettes, booze, pot, other suches
Virtues: cheerful constantly, bubbly, humorous
Heroes: dita von teese
wednesday mourning
bettie page
bernie dexter
Very wise Tiny Pixie.. Though there isnt a thing you can do actively Except try to get some distance between the two of you. You can do something in the bigger scheme of things. Just try and picture her getting better and smartewr and stronger. And then kicking it alltogether. Sometimes and i mean only sometimes this actually works. I have a friend i love to peices right now fighting this terrible battle. and i have another friend who got clean. and stayed clean for 12 years now. Allot depends on the spirit inside the person. My heart goes out to you. and hope you are taking care of yourself. Cuz in the end as they say in airline buisness. " Please ajust your own oxygen mask before trying to assist others."
OrchidThinking positive thoughts at you.
Love
Orchid
10:21 PM CST