my good friend has turned to the dark side. well, not really, but close enough. you see, she and i lost touch a bit after i moved to the city and started school full time. she's still in our home town, hanging out with anyone who does or can get drugs.
it was her birthday this weekend so i decided to hang with her
we went to 2 parties that wern't her own.. and the second one, there were people just laying there on the couch, completely unresponsive. through conversations overheard, i learned that they were all smacked out.
i hope the best for her, but i think she's headed for a low point in her life.
and i can do nothing about it.
xoxo
Very wise Tiny Pixie.. Though there isnt a thing you can do actively Except try to get some distance between the two of you. You can do something in the bigger scheme of things. Just try and picture her getting better and smartewr and stronger. And then kicking it alltogether. Sometimes and i mean only sometimes this actually works. I have a friend i love to peices right now fighting this terrible battle. and i have another friend who got clean. and stayed clean for 12 years now. Allot depends on the spirit inside the person. My heart goes out to you. and hope you are taking care of yourself. Cuz in the end as they say in airline buisness. " Please ajust your own oxygen mask before trying to assist others."
OrchidThinking positive thoughts at you.
Love
Orchid
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