So there I was in the mall and every now and then I go into this BR store, a toyshop, and looked around for the Tinky stuff. Yeah I know it's a production of bloated commercial world.. But it was a nice little latern [not a real one with a candle, which have given me the idea of making one such mm prodject?] anyhow I got it, it was not to expencive.. guess they don't sell so well anymore...

Oki that pillow is old.. got it as a gift.. oh btw, the latern ye can see that little bug in the lower right corner, that is the on button. As the letern comes to light it will play play the Tinky sound.

Oki so I have after long long podnering and mm well with my issue of money.. found a cheap pair of Poi.. or rather it was pixie that found them on a flea market :)

I have been testing and well do I feel sore, beaten lol.. its nae fun when thus balls hits ye in the head, or anywhere else.. my my.. but now I have them at least  and can train.. yey

Do I like Open Source and its philosophy? yup
When I was to start fixing a site I wanted to use the css and such. But Im not good in CSS yet [will I ever be?] so I found this site where there was templets / designs and so on, but the best things is Open webDesign Source isn't that great? www.oswd.org/

So there is hope for this places that is built up with switches, routers, fibers, chassies and computers. This place that goverments around the world of what they called real world, trying to push in their ways of how things should be. Trying to lock this Virtual world change it from being this free flowing streams of creativity, ideas, places, thoughts, meetings, developments. To one way communication, where ye are forced to be the passive resiver, only hear, see and do what they want ye to do. Just like what they did we that called tv, radio.

But Open Source, common sense, a will of creativity a will to share and love. I think we will be able to keep this virtual world open and free, spontanouse and boiling like the world of the free spirits, the fa'ae :)

And from one thing to another..
I have learned what that other world call my state of mind wow never did I think that would happen, or did I? perhaps..

I waiting on the train, couse I have to hurry.. aye aye I know, couldn't hate it more than ever. But sssh there it was again. What ye might wonder?

Close ye eyes, listen,
let ye sense be open.

Close ye eyes, listen,
let the energy flow free.

There they are, behind the tree, under that leaf on the ground. Amongs thus naked trees and bushes. But can ye see? Can ye see the change... nae?

Close ye eyes, listen,
let ye sense be open.

Close ye eyes, listen,
let the nergy flow free.

Now ye can hear them, can't ye? Even see them if ye slowly open thus eyelids of yirs..
They are there, they have always been. We have always been watching over ye and thus that are ready to take the step...

Close ye eyes, listen,
let ye sense be open.

Close ye eyes, listen,
let the energy flow free..

Peace

I'm learning to avoid get cought in bad thoughts.
It works oki.. This weeks and months has been a roller coaster again with all what that means. But I have succeed to step out, to involve myself with role-playing game [That I'm Storyteller in] in the so called real life and it has worked and been helpful. The internet based rpg [chat room version] has been very low activity for me, perhaps that is good.. from all that bs that came [so typical @ the net huh]

Around me the winter pulling away to give the stage to spring, I'm waiting with excitment what this spring will bring.

Peace and love