Time passes by, this ideas about days, nights .. monday, wensday and the month.. and clocks no wonder people get stressed up, burned out. Just let it be simple as that, its light or its dark outside, there is a starfilled sky or a great sunny day. Now that is things that really matters..

So what happend after that night when I was ST? Well the group people did like it and enjoyed the tale even if I had some problem to get it rolling and such things. I'm glad becaouse that means I will go on and do it more. When I'm on the rp things.. I can tell this, I have again started to rp via the net. This sort of rp is like the storytelling version one do around the table so to say (classic role-playing) I have a character there a fa'ae it is.. its so wonderful to play and just be yeself, bringin the joy of a story for others, giving small points here and there and hope they understand and think of it. Translate the point in the game to the reality and learn the beauty of everything around.

I too started a blog on the server I have been given some space, only thing is that make me sad is that I didn't start write what I thought I would .. a gate to the wonderful land beyond the glamoure, but I wrote about politics and how bad this human goverments around the world just seem to hate their fellow humans and other creatures.. this becaouse a few things that happens around the Swedish goverment.. it was a bad start for that blog and I hope to be able to turn that around make it more colourefull and enchanted as the idea is.. But perhaps I should just say mm what happend happend... as I wrote that from my heart.. so probly it just had to come out..

There lay a path,
infront of ye.
This path leads,
to a wonderful world.
Take me word for it,
trust ye heart.
Then ye will find,
our home..

Well so the evning has come..well right now its a sunny midday as I write this.. But tonight I will be Storytelling for the frist time in montsh mm years.. I'm both exsited and mm not nervous but lots of thoughts spinning in my head.. I hope my friends will have a great evning and enjoy what will come :)

..... I guess?

I think I have made the biggest thing in my whole life (at least the part I do remember since I opned the eyes here) that was to admit to others and not just to meself (as I have done all the time) that I am nae doing well, that I have a depression (wohoo so funny to write about that huh...not) So now my closest friends outside this realm of the net knows who things are and why I have been and still is reacting in serten ways etc.

This I hope was good and will now lead to better things.. it all happened a few days ago when I guess I finally dropped over the edge into some sort of abyss and hit the bottom. I just couldn't hold that depression inside, It was scary of course.. I hope the path that now lay before me will lead to better things..

When I lay in the bed

watching the walls,

feeling them coming closer.

I wonder.. Where is that door

that shimmer with its glory

and happiness?

Where is that door..

I wish to step throught

and never return here?

When I lay in the bed

watching the walls,

feeling them coming closer.

I wonder.. Where is that music

that tunes, that sparkling around

me?

I close my eyes and push that

strange stinging feeling down.

Will not show, will not hurt others...

The new space is now fixed but nothing is up yet. I will start me work on this strange codes and things I have heard been called html, it seem to be a modern way of magic.. some sort of arcane words and forms that make a text take a shape as ye commands it, the arcane of the cyberspace :)

I remember some of it but it was ages of ages ago when I first tryed them out, someone told me it was the new way within the space of cyber. I left it in it's stage of newly born, now it seem it has grown to fully respected forms of magic. Learn the Grimoarie and the cyberspace will shape before ye hand ..

Once the lock is gone and the door is open I will give ye entre.. and what will be put there? Well I will let me words and journys come alive there. I will share the path with ye here if ye wish to see them..

be well creatures and enjoy what we have, try to make this earth a better place..

well well.. isn't this a nice news?

Once I was talking about having a space, a place in the cyberspace to make me own and build a small realm for meself. Now I have it someone have offer me free space on their server and there I will start to play with html, pictures and put me stories up :)